Oct 13, 2009

YOTB coming to a close


So I've not posted updates mainly because there are none.

I'm still excercising and pushing myself. Maybe I'm around a size 12 or 14 now. I've sworn off measuring... I mean it this time.

Not much progress, but not giving up or being too obsessed about it.


My attention is focused on preparing to go overseas now. Passport in mail (it would be nice if they'd hurry up and process the damn thing)

I've met someone to practice Japanese with. Two days a week and I feel like I've got lots of work to do. The challenges I decide to take on seem like huge upheavals.


Getting healthy, moving far from friends and family with NO money or real understanding of how this is actually going to work...


I think I've recently realized how lonesome it can be without the ex and frustrating not being able to talk to someone about everything. I feel like I have to go to 4 different people to talk about specific things and still feel like I'm at a lost sometimes. I'm still figuring it out. I don't miss my ex, but we had a lot more in common than I realized. Oh well.


Maybe I'm still adjusting to the idea of "its all up to you by yourself". I have no qualms with doing this, but its tiring.


Enough of the pity party. Moving on.


I'm getting ready for the fall and Kim plans. I've got hockey games to go to, some symphonys to see, some bingo tango to participate in and overseas moving to plan!!!!


I'm looking forward to some Thanksgiving with K/V in NYC!!!


Well I'm hoping to post again before next year...

I'm thinking YOTB II-->The Remix (Getting From Here to There) as a title for the next blog!?!?!


Anyway I'm out.....
*BTW enjoy my pic at the Art Institute. Devin loves to call me up and go to museums randomly.