you have to just let it happen.
recap of the last few months for me (this is in the vain of Revenge: The Beginnings episode, which thanks to my housemates, is on a list of television shows that I'm now watching)...
Came to Chicago, reluctantly looked for work...painstakingly found a few conferences to work at through some agencies. Finally found a "temp to perm" position with a doctor association. Realized I wanted to kill myself everyday getting paid minumum wage and being yelled at and treated like a mildly retarded child by a woman that was as old as Jesus. I saved and continued applying for work. Slowing being depressed with my circumstances, but extremely fortunate to have people that care enough about me to put up with me and all my bullshit. I got a job offer in Shanghai from a legit school. As legit as I can believe at this point...cause its China.
Now the waiting game of what moves to make now.
