May 17, 2010

Uber Pensive

Not much to report. I've been thinking of my Madea being in the early stages of dementia and how hard it must be for her right now. As I grasp on tightly to my sanity in this job, I'm reminded of her "Don't Quit" poem plaque that hung in her bathroom for so many years. I can't really quit my job, can't quit my drive and determination to move overseas, and I can't quit or give up this need to do great things with yoga for the rest of my life.

I can type the poem from memory even though I don't recall ever memorizing it. Maybe I spent too much time in her bathroom growing up. Who knows.

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.